Thursday, June 24, 2010
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Also, happy 1st day of Summer!!!
Monday, June 21, 2010
I did some chores before I headed over to my dad's house to call Comcast and complain about my box not working and tell hime Happy Father's Day, then I went to Madison, NC with my dad and step-mom to drop off some of my step-sister's clothes and then stopped at Wal-Mart and got some coffee since I was out, then helped my step-mom pull weeds in their yard and plant some tiny catcus in my pot that has an aloe plant in it, I also worked out some on an exercise bike while I was over there... I then came home around 9:00pm and ate dinner and watched TV till it was time for me to go to bed at Midnight...
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Saturday, June 19, 2010...
Let's see here, I got up and ate breakfast and worked on my chores, than I watched TV for a little while and crocheted. I also worked on my PTC and GPT sites so I could earn some extra money for my trip in July :) I also sent you all the jouranls I was behind on and I know they were late being sent to you even, but at least they are now all caught up on :)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
I watched TV and worked on my PTC and GPT sites to earn some extra money for my concert in July. I also did some needle play and was disrespectful to someone :(
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I watched TV, crocheted, worked on my PTC and GPT sites online to earn some extra money for my concert in July.
Monday, June 14, 2010
You gave me 500 swats with the belt and 500 swats with the wooden spoon on my thighs :( It did help get rid of my urge to cut so that's a good thing. I worked on my chores and got them done on time and also worked on my PTC and GPT sites so I could have some extra money in July at my concert.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
I worked on my chores, worked on my PTC and GPT sites to earn some extra money and had a small attitude with you off and on throught the day for some reason... I think it was just to get some extra attention from you, but I'm not sure...
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
I worked on my chores and worked on my PTC and GPT sites as I texted with you and as you spanked me with the wooden spoon for 3 different times for 20 minutes each time... I then got an attitude with you and got upset because I thought I made you mad and lost you and I was going to self injure, but instead I asked you to spank me and you did by having me use the wooden spoon for another 20 minutes and that made my urge to self injure go away and made me realize that you weren't mad at me and you were still mine :)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
I worked on my chores and worked on my PTC and GPT sites and texted with you for most of the day. I had an attitude for some reason, but you dealt with it pretty good :)
Friday, June 18, 2010
I thought today was Saturday for some odd reason... lol... anyways I worked on my chores and worked on leaving you alone, because you were in a bad mood and didn't want to talk about it *sighs* You said if there was something that I could do to help you feel better you were going to tell me, but you never told me anything and I needed to go wash clothes and workout for a while, so I went over to my dad's house and did what I needed to and didn't talk to you anymore after 1pm :(
I also paid for my bus ticket to Richmond, VA for my July trip to see Hanson in concert and hopefully see you for a few hours after the concert *sighs* I'm not going to hold my breath for that, because something tells me you don't want to see me for some reason :(
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Saturday, June 12, 2010
I got up around 7:25am and made coffee and turned on the TV to watch the news and the Today Show till about 8:30am when I got on the computer to send you my journal for the day and a good morning text to see how you were doing :) I then got offline and started on my chores for the day of dusting, vaccuming, sweeping the bathroom and kitchen floors and washing the dirty dishes fom the night before. After my chores were done I got online to work on making money on my PTC sites that I'm a member on then worked on my crochet project and texted with you for most of the afternoon :) I then fixed dinner and watched Ghost Adventures on the Travel Channel till it was time for me to be in bed at Midnight...
My birthday is in 12 days babe!!!
Friday, June 11, 2010
I got up at 7:30am and started making coffee, then watched TV till about 8:30am when I got online to text you good morning and send you my journal... I then started on my chores of washing the dirty dishes from the night before, sweeping the kitchen and bathroom floors, dusting and vaccumming... I texted with you for a little while throughout the day and you promised that you would take my razors from me on July 28th, when I come up there for the concert and that's the best news ever... but you asked if I was back to doing that again and I'm not, but I am having a really strong urge to do so again, but I know that I can't because I don't want to depend on it again and because you will be disappointed in me and that is something that I don't want to have happen :( I've been doing good on not swearing more then five words in a day and going to bed on time and getting my chores done on time and sending you my journals on time... except for today :( ... I am also doing good on respecting others :) I'm so/so with my attitude this week, but I have a feeling that is because of my urge to self injure and trying to ask you to make time to spank me to see if that will help with my urge to self injure *sighs*
My birthday is in 13 days and I'm kinda looking forward to it even though I know not many of my family and friends will remember it and I'll be trying my best to avoid self injuring myself as a gift to myself for my birthday like I do every year *sighs*
Thursday, June 10, 2010
So, I got up around 6:45am and watched TV and drank coffee till about 8:00am when I texted you and then got started on my chores for the day of washing dirty dishes from the night before, sweeping the kitchen and bathroom floor, dusting, and vaccuming.
I am SOOO glad that you texted with me yesterday and sorry that you had to deal with my attitude in the afternoon, but the 30 minutes with the spoon did cover it *rubs bottom*
I even started on a new crochet project that I'm planning on selling for $5 or $10 once it is finished :)
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
I got up around 7:30am and drank coffee till about 8:30am when I got online to send you my journal for the day before... I then got offline and started on my chores of washing the dishes from the night before, sweeping the kitchen floor, bathroom floor, and both of my porches, dusting, vaccuming, and the trying to text with you again, but you never texted me back, so I got offline and read for a little while and then watched TV for a little while, before texting you again and working out for 1 hour and 30 minutes... I then watched TV till about 8:40pm when I texted you and disrespected you pretty good :( I am going to make sure I don't do that again, because that was immature of me to do just to try and get attention from you when it feels like you've been ignoring me all week *sighs* I'm sorry for disrespecting you last night Daddy *gives you a hug and kiss* My birthday is in 15 days!!!
Tuesday, June 8, 2010
My birthday is in 16 days!!!
I plan on coming to Richmond, VA the morning of July 28, 2010 and checking into the Comfort Inn hotel at 3200 West Broad St. after I get off the bus... I am HOPING that you will GO to the CONCERT with ME and then come to the HOTEL with me afterwords and give me a belated birthday spanking/discipline spanking/good girl spanking *sighs* I plan on walking to the concert venue...
Monday, June 7, 2010
I went swimming from 2:45pm till 3:50pm then came home and showered and watched TV for the next few hours. Till I got on to check my e-mails about 11:30pm and then go to bed at Midnight.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
I really think that my meeting you last Sunday helped get me back on track with behaving and showing you that I am serious about wanting a long term relationship with you :)
Saturday, June 5, 2010
I got up around 7:00am and watched TV and drank some coffee, before going to get into the shower and then start on my chores for the day, which are washing dirty dishes from the night before, sweeping, dusting, vaccuming, and just going through stuff and organizing it making sure I don't need it anymore, so that is what I worked on till 1:00pm, then I watched "Days Of Our Lives" and then at 2:00pm I got online and was in bed at 12:30am because I wasn't sure what time my bedtime was because I hadn't followed it in FOREVER!!! :(
I got up at 6:30am so that I could call my ride and make sure they were up and going to come get me to take me to my doctor's appointment that I had at 8:45am. That went good since it was just a check-up and I have to go back in August or October.
Once I got home I got my clothes and bedding together and went over to my Dad's house to wash everything!!! I then came home once I started a load and drank coffee and texted with my Daddy. I also worked on washing dishes, sweeping, dusting, and vaccuming while I was home so that I wouldn't get into trouble for not doing my chores for the day. I even asked my Daddy what time my bedtime was because I didn't remember what it was and he says its Midnight :( But I'm not going to fight him on it since I know he has a reason for giving me a Midnight bedtime *sighs* So, I got home from washing at about 8:39pm and then ate dinner and watched TV till it was time for me to go to bed at Midnight.
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Ok you were wondering about what the pictures looked like from Saturday night right??? Well, I don't remember these, but Bri does *sighs*
Thursday, May 27, 2010
Sunday, April 18, 2010
I'm not sure why I've been breaking rules lately either. I'm sure once my "Daddy" finds out that I have been breaking rules I'll hear about it, but I don't know when that will be, because he is working Monday thru Friday and he never gets online to talk to me at night anymore :( He does text me, but I know he can't deal with me like he would like to at work so I try to make him think that I've been a good girl, but then I guess that means I'm lying to him right? Which is something that I don't want to do so I guess I have to admit to my "Daddy" soon, that I've been a bad girl :(
I hope I actually get to meet with him in person soon though, because he PROMISED me that he was going to send me a bus ticket in Febuary to meet him, but he never did, he also never sent me a paddle that he was talking about sending me if I didn't start behaving. Hmmm, I wonder if this is only going to be on online thing? If it is, then I don't know how much longer I can do it, because I NEED something in real life even if its just every few months *sighs* I've been good about not meeting with anyone else to spank me so he has to give me credit for that :) But still I NEED something in real life, because self spanking and the other punishments I get aren't that great in getting me to behave better, because I go ALOT eaiser on myself then what he would I am sure and I am sure he realizes that too, but yeah... *glares and kicks wall*
Well, I'm going to go for a bit, I just thought I would update this before getting offline for a bit. Besides my bedtime is still Midnight right now and I'm trying my best to earn a later bedtime like I had when I first started talking to my "Daddy" :)
Well, all of these were taken this afternoon at my nephew Hayden's 2nd birthday party :D
My sister Seana
My Papa, Hayden, and Seana
Karamie, Kylie, and Stephanie with my Aunt Terri taking a picture too :P
I love this picture of my Grandma Sally :D
My Papa, Dad, Grandma Sally, and step-mom Martha
Saturday, April 17, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
So I got up at 7:26am and started my coffee pot and got on messenger just to see if anyone was on to talk to while I tried to wake up. Since I'm grounded I'm not allowed on the computer like I normally am...anyways I got offline and did my chores on time (before Noon). I'm not really sure when I'm supposed to have my blog updated at so I just figure I can edit it throughout the day and post it when I feel like it :P
I really believe that the cat is going to like take all my money away with having to buy it food and litter all the time *sighs* I love the cat since I've been living with it a few months now, but still it is EXPENSIVE to have a cat *sighs*
I'm stressing about my Dad losing his house because he isn't able to work all the time and is behind on bills :( Also, stressing about my middle sister Seana because she got beat up pretty good by her husband recently, left him for it, then went back to him after saying how she wasn't going to do that :( She did it because she wants my nephew to have a Mom and Dad, but she should know from how our parents are that so isn't fucking possible for everyone to have!!! She needs to look after my nephew and herself rather then stay with someone who beats the crap out of her :(
Well, that's all I can think of to write about now. I have been needing to get that out to someone lately cause I keep stuff to myself and that just leads me to throwing tantrums and then to self injury :( (I haven't self injured since 1/16/10 though).
Last night on American Idol there were some crazy people demanding to get to go to Hollywood *rolls eyes* I can't wait to see what happens on American Idol tonight and also see Ghost Hunters and Ghost Hunters International tonight *smiles*
Well, talk to you all later. Hope you all have a GREAT day!!!
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
I talked to Nick for most of the day after getting my chores done. I got my journal sent late :( and the bad thing was I wasn't supposed to send a journal today I was supposed to post it here *sighs* I'm not even sure what to write here *wonders*
Anyways, since I'm grounded today I'm not allowed to play games on the computer like I'm used to, but that's ok I can deal with that since I didn't have the best behaviour lately, but we aren't going to get into that since its not that imprtant :P
I've been reading most of the day and listening to music. Also been connected in TeamViewer to get some new games to play while I'm grounded and can't play on the computer :(
House was good last night :) American Idol auditions are on again tonight at 8:00pm.
Having a cat is EXPENSIVE!!!
I really need to chill on my swearing cause its a bit out of control again and that isn't good :(
Well, I'm aor now... talk to you later... or at least before I go to bed at 11:30pm...