My behaviour lately...

Has been pretty good. The only thing that I've really been doing that isn't good is swearing and procrastinating on cleaning. I've been good about not getting drunk again since the last time a couple of weeks ago and I've been good about not bratting anyone to get back at them or for attention.

Grand Opening of my Avon Store

I have an Avon store now and the grand opening for it is today. If you would like to check it out go to: http://www.youravon.com/csunderland

Right now you can get free shipping with a $30 order if you enter the code: FS30REP when you checkout.

Journal for 2/8/10

Well, I got up and talked to you for about 30 minutes, before you told me to go do what I needed to for the day and be back on at 10am. So, I went to shower and wash some dishes from the night before, then came and got back online and I wasn't totally ready so you gave me swats to my back for not being ready on time, then you had me use the belt for 10 minutes and the spoon for another 10 minutes, even though I got more time with the spoon because you lost signal. You did get me to start to cry from the spanking you gave me, which I actually needed in a weird way.

Then you sent me off to my room till Noon and I thought about why you spanked me for my stealing and how it really was stupid of me to do. At Noon you talked to me again for about 30 minutes, before you had to go and put Ryder down for a nap and try to study and clean house some.

After I got off the computer with you, I got my bathroom cleaned up again (my cat likes to mess it up *rolls eyes*) and then I read my book for awhile, before I decided that I was tired of reading and wanted to knit for awhile. I ended up watching TV for awhile then got online for about 2 hours before I got tired at 11pm and went to bed.

I'm so confused why you are shocked that I listened to you about not waking Jennifer up anymore though. It isn't the first time I listened to you. I mean come on now... I do better by following the rules you gave me and by talking to you... I'm glad that I am starting to get more GG attention from you now though *smiles*

Last night and today so far 1/27/10

Well, last night I was in bed on time (11:30pm) but I wasn't tired and was waiting for a friend to call and let me know she was ok after getting her butt beat. So, I decided to sit in bed and read "Twilight" by Stephenie Meyer. I'm getting ready to start chapter 8 *smiles* Anyways, I was off the phone by 12:30pm so I did good :)

So I got up at 7:26am and started my coffee pot and got on messenger just to see if anyone was on to talk to while I tried to wake up. Since I'm grounded I'm not allowed on the computer like I normally am...anyways I got offline and did my chores on time (before Noon). I'm not really sure when I'm supposed to have my blog updated at so I just figure I can edit it throughout the day and post it when I feel like it :P

I really believe that the cat is going to like take all my money away with having to buy it food and litter all the time *sighs* I love the cat since I've been living with it a few months now, but still it is EXPENSIVE to have a cat *sighs*

I'm stressing about my Dad losing his house because he isn't able to work all the time and is behind on bills :( Also, stressing about my middle sister Seana because she got beat up pretty good by her husband recently, left him for it, then went back to him after saying how she wasn't going to do that :( She did it because she wants my nephew to have a Mom and Dad, but she should know from how our parents are that so isn't fucking possible for everyone to have!!! She needs to look after my nephew and herself rather then stay with someone who beats the crap out of her :(

Well, that's all I can think of to write about now. I have been needing to get that out to someone lately cause I keep stuff to myself and that just leads me to throwing tantrums and then to self injury :( (I haven't self injured since 1/16/10 though).

Last night on American Idol there were some crazy people demanding to get to go to Hollywood *rolls eyes* I can't wait to see what happens on American Idol tonight and also see Ghost Hunters and Ghost Hunters International tonight *smiles*

Well, talk to you all later. Hope you all have a GREAT day!!!

9:34pm...well I just watched American Idol a bit ago and LMFAO ... there was this 23 year old girl on there that had a whip :P She wanted to show everyone that even though she was on Barney and Friends as a kid that she has grown up!!!

I also ended up taking a 30 minute nap after I knitted a bit ago.

I still need to workout on my Air Climber for today before I go to bed in 2 hours *sighs*

Talk to you all in a bit if I get a chance to before bed.

What I've done so far today 1/26/10

Well, I got up at 7:15am and called my friend Jennifer cause she wanted to be up before 7:30am so she could get to school on time and shower if she wanted to.

I talked to Nick for most of the day after getting my chores done. I got my journal sent late :( and the bad thing was I wasn't supposed to send a journal today I was supposed to post it here *sighs* I'm not even sure what to write here *wonders*

Anyways, since I'm grounded today I'm not allowed to play games on the computer like I'm used to, but that's ok I can deal with that since I didn't have the best behaviour lately, but we aren't going to get into that since its not that imprtant :P

I've been reading most of the day and listening to music. Also been connected in TeamViewer to get some new games to play while I'm grounded and can't play on the computer :(

House was good last night :) American Idol auditions are on again tonight at 8:00pm.

Having a cat is EXPENSIVE!!!

I really need to chill on my swearing cause its a bit out of control again and that isn't good :(

Well, I'm aor now... talk to you later... or at least before I go to bed at 11:30pm...