Fearing Daddy's belt...

Why is it even though I LOVE the belt...ever since I met my Daddy for the first time last May I am AFRIDE of him using his belt on me??? gulps I mean I've only felt his belt twice, but I am afride of it... he didn't hurt me with it in the sense of making me fear it... I guess...ugh... I'm just confused on how come I LOVE the belt, but FEAR feeling my Daddy's belt on my bottom... sighs

I think I saved myself from more trouble with my Daddy today...

Wow...just about wrote myself another check with my Daddy that I don't need hanging over me sighs I am in sooo much trouble with my Daddy right now that I'm not supposed to talk to him UNTIL I know a date that I'm going to be going to see him on sighs Yet today I tried talking to him for awhile and then he called me out for it sighs Sooo not fair :( But I did good and stopped talking to him, because I don't need more trouble hanging over me with my Daddy right now :(

You know your in TROUBLE with your Daddy when...

...You've provoked him and lied to him and now he doesn't want to talk to you till your in person sighs :(

I messed up BIG time :( Why did I have to provoke and lie to my Daddy??? Is it because I really was testing him to see if he would give me a spanking to the point of fear???

Happy Birthday to me!!!

Yay I'm 25 today!!! Happy Birthday to me!!!

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Journal for 6/21/10...

I got up around 6:00am and watched TV and drank coffee till about 8:00am when I got online to check my e-mails and text with you ... I started on my chores at about 9:00am and got finished with them by Noon, like I'm supposed to... I then got online and worked on my GPT and PTC sites for a little while so that I would have some extra money for my concert in July... Then at around 7:00pm I noticed that Jennifer posted something on her Facebook wall to get me into trouble :( I didn't even do what she mentioned this time because if I had then I would have told you beforehand like I did last week :( I've been doing my best to behave since you spanked me on May 30, 2010... :) I watched TV from 8:00pm till it was time for me to go to bed at Midnight...


Also, happy 1st day of Summer!!!

Happy Father's Day and Journal for 6/20/10...

Happy Father's Day to you!!! Hope you get to have fun spending time with your kids today babe!!!

I did some chores before I headed over to my dad's house to call Comcast and complain about my box not working and tell hime Happy Father's Day, then I went to Madison, NC with my dad and step-mom to drop off some of my step-sister's clothes and then stopped at Wal-Mart and got some coffee since I was out, then helped my step-mom pull weeds in their yard and plant some tiny catcus in my pot that has an aloe plant in it, I also worked out some on an exercise bike while I was over there... I then came home around 9:00pm and ate dinner and watched TV till it was time for me to go to bed at Midnight...