Attitude and language and breaking rules

Well, I have to admit to my "Daddy" that I haven't had the greatest attitude lately and my language has been HORRIBLE lately too *sighs* I've been breaking my chore rule and my no swearing rule lately too :(

I'm not sure why I've been breaking rules lately either. I'm sure once my "Daddy" finds out that I have been breaking rules I'll hear about it, but I don't know when that will be, because he is working Monday thru Friday and he never gets online to talk to me at night anymore :( He does text me, but I know he can't deal with me like he would like to at work so I try to make him think that I've been a good girl, but then I guess that means I'm lying to him right? Which is something that I don't want to do so I guess I have to admit to my "Daddy" soon, that I've been a bad girl :(

I hope I actually get to meet with him in person soon though, because he PROMISED me that he was going to send me a bus ticket in Febuary to meet him, but he never did, he also never sent me a paddle that he was talking about sending me if I didn't start behaving. Hmmm, I wonder if this is only going to be on online thing? If it is, then I don't know how much longer I can do it, because I NEED something in real life even if its just every few months *sighs* I've been good about not meeting with anyone else to spank me so he has to give me credit for that :) But still I NEED something in real life, because self spanking and the other punishments I get aren't that great in getting me to behave better, because I go ALOT eaiser on myself then what he would I am sure and I am sure he realizes that too, but yeah... *glares and kicks wall*

Well, I'm going to go for a bit, I just thought I would update this before getting offline for a bit. Besides my bedtime is still Midnight right now and I'm trying my best to earn a later bedtime like I had when I first started talking to my "Daddy" :)

My nephew Hayden's 2nd birthday party

Well, all of these were taken this afternoon at my nephew Hayden's 2nd birthday party :D

My sister Seana

My sister Seana with my nephew Hayden

My Dad and my Papa

My Papa, Hayden, and Seana

I love this picture of my Papa :D

Karamie, Kylie, and Stephanie with my Aunt Terri taking a picture too :P

Hayden and Seana

Hayden, Seana, and Scott

Hayden and Loren

I love this picture of my Grandma Sally :D

My Papa, Dad, Grandma Sally, and step-mom Martha

My Papa, Dad, Grandma Sally, and me :P


Scott (Seana's husband), Hayden, and Seana


Scott, Hayden, and Seana

 

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My behaviour lately...

Has been pretty good. The only thing that I've really been doing that isn't good is swearing and procrastinating on cleaning. I've been good about not getting drunk again since the last time a couple of weeks ago and I've been good about not bratting anyone to get back at them or for attention.

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Journal for 2/8/10

Well, I got up and talked to you for about 30 minutes, before you told me to go do what I needed to for the day and be back on at 10am. So, I went to shower and wash some dishes from the night before, then came and got back online and I wasn't totally ready so you gave me swats to my back for not being ready on time, then you had me use the belt for 10 minutes and the spoon for another 10 minutes, even though I got more time with the spoon because you lost signal. You did get me to start to cry from the spanking you gave me, which I actually needed in a weird way.

Then you sent me off to my room till Noon and I thought about why you spanked me for my stealing and how it really was stupid of me to do. At Noon you talked to me again for about 30 minutes, before you had to go and put Ryder down for a nap and try to study and clean house some.

After I got off the computer with you, I got my bathroom cleaned up again (my cat likes to mess it up *rolls eyes*) and then I read my book for awhile, before I decided that I was tired of reading and wanted to knit for awhile. I ended up watching TV for awhile then got online for about 2 hours before I got tired at 11pm and went to bed.

I'm so confused why you are shocked that I listened to you about not waking Jennifer up anymore though. It isn't the first time I listened to you. I mean come on now... I do better by following the rules you gave me and by talking to you... I'm glad that I am starting to get more GG attention from you now though *smiles*